I miss those brown eyes
How you kiss me at night
I miss the way we sleep
Like there's no sunrise
Like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe
But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in
And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you
I see your brown eyes
Everytime I close mine
You make it hard to see
Where I belong to
When I'm not around you
It's like I'm alone with me
But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in
And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you
But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in
And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you.
- Colbie Caillat
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
Thank you.
God I just wanted to thank you for my dad. Thank you for at least giving me one good parent that i know loves me, one that is there for me when he can be since he lives so far away. Thank you for giving me an azmazing boyfriend, well ex boyfriend that will hopefully be a boyfriend again soon. Thank you for my amazing friends that help me get through all the crap, and look on the bright side of situations. Thank you for everything good you've done for me, im very upset that i didn't get to go to six flags because of my mom, but maybe you gave me her so that I could turn out stronger. Well it's working and has worked, thank you for everything and even when i'm mad and i feel like you've given me a curse I jsut wanted to let you know that I am still greatful and I can't wait to see you in heaven, when the time comes.
Why?
Grandma it's Taylor, I can't come visit you because we don't have enough money for plane tickets and you said no to a webcam because you don't want us to see you. Mom says you look really sick and your loosing a lot of weight, mom says your dieing and were pretty much just standing by and hoping for the best. We all know grandpa just died six months ago, and now you. Why grandma, Why do bad things have to happen to good people? Why can't I see you? I promise I won't laugh or make any funny faces and I won't try to cryin front of you, because I know that wouldn't help you. But grandma I just wish I could give you one last hug before you go, one last goodbye, one last smile, one last everything. Just so you know how much I love you and how much I will miss you when your gone. Stay strong grandma and fight through this if not for anyone for me, please grandma. I love you forever and always.
Sad.
Well im in school right now. Just got here from a really bad last 2 days and a really bad night last night. Everything sucks. And I don't get to go to six flags, I was so looking forward to this, i had so many plans but now it's all ruined. And it's all my mom's fault I don't want anything to do with her anymore I can't even stand to be in the same room with her for more than 2 minutes. She has no idea what she ruined this wasn't only the last chance I had to hang out with everyone before spring break, it was my last chance to fix a horrible mistake, that now I can never take back. but no now im here in school just sitting here doing stupid blogs and stupid random stuff, I also have a teacher that keeps yelling at me for nothing, I cna already tell that today is going to be another bad day, what a surprise.
Friday, June 4, 2010
End to Eigth Grade Year
Summer is almost here, the weather is getting warmer, the flowers are growing, the end to school is near. As i sit here and think about that there are only 3 and 1/2 of school days left, i feel nervous/happy. I mean don't get me wrong I am so happy for summer to be here and have no more school! But were already high schoolers, just the other day I was looking at my class schedule for next year and I realized I had to change Asa Clark Middle School to Pewaukee High school. That is crazy I’m already going to be a high schooler. It seems like we’re all growing up way to fast, time is just flying by. I have had a great time in Asa Clark Middle School, I have met some new friends and I have met some pretty great teachers. Although I do want to get out of here and get the summer started I know I will miss all the fun times I had in Asa Clark Middle School, all the assemblies, all the test no one wanted to do, all the laughs and fun. My 2 years at Asa Clark have been truly amazing. As my years at Asa Clark close, I now realize like I did awhile ago, I’m not a baby anymore and the older you get the more responsibilities you have. So while my last year at Asa Clark closes, I realize so does a lot of things, the times where grades matter, but not on a college application, classes matter but they won’t be setting you up for what you’re going to do for the rest of your life. But one thing I can say that will not come to a close is all the great people and great friends I have met along the way of my crazy journey starting at this school district in 4th grade. I thank all my friend and teachers for having a crazy but amazing time in the Pewaukee School District and may high school be a great journey as well. I will cherish and always remember my time here at Asa.
Monday, May 17, 2010
My weekend.
My weekend was pretty amazing.
To start off, I went to one of my friends michael mizia's house, and it was a blast we went on the trampoline, played games in the pool and went in his barn, where by the way he has four wheelers andd snow moblies. All the people there to start off were me, Joanie and Bianca. But then as the night went on Danielle, Amanda K and Chase R showed up. Amanda ended up haviung to leave so her mom picked her up and then it was me Danielle, Joanie, Bianca and Chase. But then one more person showed up Brad Nagel. IT was pretty amazing though because all Michael's beothers friends were therte to so it was like a party. Towards the second half of the night we watched the Hangover, one of my favorite movies, we made yummy popcorn in the popcorn machine adn we had ping pong tournaments. It was so fun, but it would have been so much more amazing if some other people that I had in mind came, but they didn't so it's okay it was still a pretty amazing night. Because then after I left michael's, me, Joanie and Bianca all went to Joanie's mom's house and sleptover. Then we woke up really early and Bianca had to go home, so we said bye adn then me and joanie tried to go back to sleep but that was a fail, and we couldn't so we just stayed up and took showers and got ready, and hungout. Then we went to the Waukesha Expo center for her mom's church thing. The car ride there was fun like always because we al;ways blast music and sing at the top of our lungs and yea it's pretty amazing. After the thing at the Waukesha Expo though we had another car ride whaich was once again amazing, to the pet store and there was this really cute puppy who looked like a little fur ball, and Joanie's mom was half tempted to buy it until we heard the price $620, for a dog! So we didn't buy the dog but while Joanie's sister, Michelle and her mom were playing with the dog, me and her explored the pet store. On our little adventure we saw fish, turtles, and a nasty tranchula spider that almost attacked us. Along with a visious bird that hissed at us when ever we came close to it. I don't know about you but i'm prettty sure cats hiss not birds. But after we had been totally freaked out by that, we were all hungry. So we went were cool people go to get food adn we went to the Dollar Tree, everything is one dollar. After we got done there we had a lot of stuff but it was all snacky stuff and we wanted some real food like a meal, so off to Taco Bell we went. Taco Bell was funny because, like always, Joanie's mom gets into deep conversation with the people ordering our food and becomes friends with them, it's pretty funny to watch. After Taco bell it was back to Joanie's Crib, I stayed for about an hour or two and then went home. Sadly I was supposed to go to a movie with her Raymond and Brooke. But I ended up not going. Then the best day of the whole weekend came up Sunday. First I woke up and I was really mad from not being able to doanytrhing the night before, I wa sbored to so there really isnt antything to do when your bored except go on facebook. So I went on facebook and then "he" was on one of the most amazing people I have ever met. We talked and talkes and eventually he was coming over and we were going to hang out. Yea that's waht I thought until my mom ruined everything and said no. But everything was all good becaue like 2 or 3 hours later i walked to Joanie's moms and then we walked downtown, and hung out with him, it was really awkward in the beggining becaue there were some poeple making it awkward. But at the end of the day everything was all good and everything turned out pretty amazing. BEfore I went to sleep I went on Facebook again, and talked to him again for like 2 or 3 hours. Then after that I went to sleep, knowing that nothing could ruin my day :)
To start off, I went to one of my friends michael mizia's house, and it was a blast we went on the trampoline, played games in the pool and went in his barn, where by the way he has four wheelers andd snow moblies. All the people there to start off were me, Joanie and Bianca. But then as the night went on Danielle, Amanda K and Chase R showed up. Amanda ended up haviung to leave so her mom picked her up and then it was me Danielle, Joanie, Bianca and Chase. But then one more person showed up Brad Nagel. IT was pretty amazing though because all Michael's beothers friends were therte to so it was like a party. Towards the second half of the night we watched the Hangover, one of my favorite movies, we made yummy popcorn in the popcorn machine adn we had ping pong tournaments. It was so fun, but it would have been so much more amazing if some other people that I had in mind came, but they didn't so it's okay it was still a pretty amazing night. Because then after I left michael's, me, Joanie and Bianca all went to Joanie's mom's house and sleptover. Then we woke up really early and Bianca had to go home, so we said bye adn then me and joanie tried to go back to sleep but that was a fail, and we couldn't so we just stayed up and took showers and got ready, and hungout. Then we went to the Waukesha Expo center for her mom's church thing. The car ride there was fun like always because we al;ways blast music and sing at the top of our lungs and yea it's pretty amazing. After the thing at the Waukesha Expo though we had another car ride whaich was once again amazing, to the pet store and there was this really cute puppy who looked like a little fur ball, and Joanie's mom was half tempted to buy it until we heard the price $620, for a dog! So we didn't buy the dog but while Joanie's sister, Michelle and her mom were playing with the dog, me and her explored the pet store. On our little adventure we saw fish, turtles, and a nasty tranchula spider that almost attacked us. Along with a visious bird that hissed at us when ever we came close to it. I don't know about you but i'm prettty sure cats hiss not birds. But after we had been totally freaked out by that, we were all hungry. So we went were cool people go to get food adn we went to the Dollar Tree, everything is one dollar. After we got done there we had a lot of stuff but it was all snacky stuff and we wanted some real food like a meal, so off to Taco Bell we went. Taco Bell was funny because, like always, Joanie's mom gets into deep conversation with the people ordering our food and becomes friends with them, it's pretty funny to watch. After Taco bell it was back to Joanie's Crib, I stayed for about an hour or two and then went home. Sadly I was supposed to go to a movie with her Raymond and Brooke. But I ended up not going. Then the best day of the whole weekend came up Sunday. First I woke up and I was really mad from not being able to doanytrhing the night before, I wa sbored to so there really isnt antything to do when your bored except go on facebook. So I went on facebook and then "he" was on one of the most amazing people I have ever met. We talked and talkes and eventually he was coming over and we were going to hang out. Yea that's waht I thought until my mom ruined everything and said no. But everything was all good becaue like 2 or 3 hours later i walked to Joanie's moms and then we walked downtown, and hung out with him, it was really awkward in the beggining becaue there were some poeple making it awkward. But at the end of the day everything was all good and everything turned out pretty amazing. BEfore I went to sleep I went on Facebook again, and talked to him again for like 2 or 3 hours. Then after that I went to sleep, knowing that nothing could ruin my day :)
Saturday, May 15, 2010
You ARE good enough.
Girls are like apples on trees.
The best one's are on the top of the tree.
The boy's don't want to reach for the good one
beacuse they're afraid of falling and getting hurt.
Instead they just go gor the rotten apples,
on the ground that aren't as good but, easy.
So the apples on top think there is something
wrong with them, when in reality they're amazing.
they just have to wait for the right boy to come along,
and be brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree.
The best one's are on the top of the tree.
The boy's don't want to reach for the good one
beacuse they're afraid of falling and getting hurt.
Instead they just go gor the rotten apples,
on the ground that aren't as good but, easy.
So the apples on top think there is something
wrong with them, when in reality they're amazing.
they just have to wait for the right boy to come along,
and be brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree.
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