Thinking...

The other day i was so mad at my mom and i was just thinking about all the horrible things in my life and tat I hated my life. But I wasn't thinking clearly because I wasn't thinking about all I already had and what my mom has to do every day with a teenager a baby and a soon to be pre-teen. So i came tot the conclusion that we all need to stop worrying about what we don't have and we need to be thankful for what we do have because it could all be gone just like that. Although sometimes I don't feel like I get enough credit and it sounds like im a horrible kid, all I want to do is make her proud and although she will later say well i was proud of you isn't it obvious. I would say no it's nice to hear someone say it, you know? But overall I could have it way worse and i'm just greatful for the life that I have. Right now i am taking an oath to help out my mom more not only around the house but as much as I can with anything else. Because let's face it she's gettting old:)