Derrick Lopez R.I.P

Derrick although I was not your closest friend. I know we were still friends, I miss you a lot, it's not fair that you had to go, 90 year olds have strokes everyday and they live you were only 18 and you die. I don't understand why, dead or alive you are always in my heart, love you forever & always D-lo. Abby misses you to, I cried a lot the first day i heard you were gone forever but I think i'm still in that stage they call denial. But she isn't in denial anymore something clicked and she hasn't stopped crying sense. On facebook over 30 people including me wrote posts about you, so don't think you weren't loved becsue there are a lot of people who loved you. Abby's status said that you were the best big brother she could ever have, you weren't jsut a great brother you were a great friend and an overall great guy. We all love you and you will always be in our hearts. The one thing that gives me joy though is knowing that later in time we will all reunite and chill with jesus himself up in heaven, and have everything just perfect liek it used to be. Love you derrick have a nice sleep, your going to need it, to deal with me :)

Love is the only thing left in the world.

Love is the closest thing we have to magic.

Love can make you laugh; love can make you cry.

Never give up on someone you can't go a day without thinking about.

We were given: Two hands to hold. To legs to walk. Two eyes to see. Two ears to listen. But why only one heart? Because the other was given to someone else. For us to find.

So it's not gonna be easy. It's going to be really hard; we're gonna have to work at this everyday, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, forever, everyday. You and me... everyday.

To fall in love is awfully simple; to fall out of love is simply awful.

Some of the greater things in life are unseen thats why you close your eyes when you kiss, cry, or dream...

“"A girl asked the guy she loves, "Am I pretty?" and he said, "No." She asked again, "Do you like me?" again, he answered, "No." She tried again and asked, "Do you want to be with me forever?" once more, he said, "No." Lastly, she asked, "Would you cry if I walk away?" he answered, "No." She'd heard enough and started to leave. As she walked away crying, he grabbed her arm ever so gently and told her to stay. He said, "You are not pretty, you are the most beautiful person I've ever laid eyes on. I do not like you, rather I love you with my whole heart. I do not want to be with you forever, but I need to be with you until the end of time. And if you ever walk away, I will die..."”

Love is the seventh sense, which destroys all the other six senses.

LOVE: a wildly misunderstood although highly desirable malfunction of the heart which weakens the brain, causes the eyes to sparkle, cheeks to glow, blood pressure to rise, and lips to pucker.

True love never dies, it only gets stronger with time.

I'm jealous of everyone you've ever been with because when they held you they were holding my entire world.

Love is like heaven, but can hurt like h***.

Love is as much of an object as an obsession, everybody wants it, everybody seeks it, but few ever achieve it, those who do will cherish it, be lost in it, and among all, never, never forget it.

The course of true love never did run smooth

If your love was all i had in this life; the would be enough until the end of time.

To the world; you may be one person, but to one person, you may be the world;
you're my one and only.

It's the way you make me smile, when i don't even want to laugh.

Sometimes the only part of my life that makes sense is the part I share with you.

Love comes unexpectedly.

She said, "you're crazy", he said, "only for you, baby".
Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her...


The best thing about me is you.

The couple that fights the most is the one most in love... it shows they care enough to notice the other one screwed up and care enough to mention it to the person so they can fix it. When you stop fighting it means you stopped caring.

Love is like friendship on fire.

I never told you.

I miss those brown eyes
How you kiss me at night
I miss the way we sleep

Like there's no sunrise
Like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

I see your brown eyes
Everytime I close mine
You make it hard to see
Where I belong to
When I'm not around you

It's like I'm alone with me

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you.


- Colbie Caillat

Thank you.

God I just wanted to thank you for my dad. Thank you for at least giving me one good parent that i know loves me, one that is there for me when he can be since he lives so far away. Thank you for giving me an azmazing boyfriend, well ex boyfriend that will hopefully be a boyfriend again soon. Thank you for my amazing friends that help me get through all the crap, and look on the bright side of situations. Thank you for everything good you've done for me, im very upset that i didn't get to go to six flags because of my mom, but maybe you gave me her so that I could turn out stronger. Well it's working and has worked, thank you for everything and even when i'm mad and i feel like you've given me a curse I jsut wanted to let you know that I am still greatful and I can't wait to see you in heaven, when the time comes.

Why?

Grandma it's Taylor, I can't come visit you because we don't have enough money for plane tickets and you said no to a webcam because you don't want us to see you. Mom says you look really sick and your loosing a lot of weight, mom says your dieing and were pretty much just standing by and hoping for the best. We all know grandpa just died six months ago, and now you. Why grandma, Why do bad things have to happen to good people? Why can't I see you? I promise I won't laugh or make any funny faces and I won't try to cryin front of you, because I know that wouldn't help you. But grandma I just wish I could give you one last hug before you go, one last goodbye, one last smile, one last everything. Just so you know how much I love you and how much I will miss you when your gone. Stay strong grandma and fight through this if not for anyone for me, please grandma. I love you forever and always.

Sad.

Well im in school right now. Just got here from a really bad last 2 days and a really bad night last night. Everything sucks. And I don't get to go to six flags, I was so looking forward to this, i had so many plans but now it's all ruined. And it's all my mom's fault I don't want anything to do with her anymore I can't even stand to be in the same room with her for more than 2 minutes. She has no idea what she ruined this wasn't only the last chance I had to hang out with everyone before spring break, it was my last chance to fix a horrible mistake, that now I can never take back. but no now im here in school just sitting here doing stupid blogs and stupid random stuff, I also have a teacher that keeps yelling at me for nothing, I cna already tell that today is going to be another bad day, what a surprise.

End to Eigth Grade Year

Summer is almost here, the weather is getting warmer, the flowers are growing, the end to school is near. As i sit here and think about that there are only 3 and 1/2 of school days left, i feel nervous/happy. I mean don't get me wrong I am so happy for summer to be here and have no more school! But were already high schoolers, just the other day I was looking at my class schedule for next year and I realized I had to change Asa Clark Middle School to Pewaukee High school. That is crazy I’m already going to be a high schooler. It seems like we’re all growing up way to fast, time is just flying by. I have had a great time in Asa Clark Middle School, I have met some new friends and I have met some pretty great teachers. Although I do want to get out of here and get the summer started I know I will miss all the fun times I had in Asa Clark Middle School, all the assemblies, all the test no one wanted to do, all the laughs and fun. My 2 years at Asa Clark have been truly amazing. As my years at Asa Clark close, I now realize like I did awhile ago, I’m not a baby anymore and the older you get the more responsibilities you have. So while my last year at Asa Clark closes, I realize so does a lot of things, the times where grades matter, but not on a college application, classes matter but they won’t be setting you up for what you’re going to do for the rest of your life. But one thing I can say that will not come to a close is all the great people and great friends I have met along the way of my crazy journey starting at this school district in 4th grade. I thank all my friend and teachers for having a crazy but amazing time in the Pewaukee School District and may high school be a great journey as well. I will cherish and always remember my time here at Asa.