Derrick Lopez R.I.P

Derrick although I was not your closest friend. I know we were still friends, I miss you a lot, it's not fair that you had to go, 90 year olds have strokes everyday and they live you were only 18 and you die. I don't understand why, dead or alive you are always in my heart, love you forever & always D-lo. Abby misses you to, I cried a lot the first day i heard you were gone forever but I think i'm still in that stage they call denial. But she isn't in denial anymore something clicked and she hasn't stopped crying sense. On facebook over 30 people including me wrote posts about you, so don't think you weren't loved becsue there are a lot of people who loved you. Abby's status said that you were the best big brother she could ever have, you weren't jsut a great brother you were a great friend and an overall great guy. We all love you and you will always be in our hearts. The one thing that gives me joy though is knowing that later in time we will all reunite and chill with jesus himself up in heaven, and have everything just perfect liek it used to be. Love you derrick have a nice sleep, your going to need it, to deal with me :)

Love is the only thing left in the world.

Love is the closest thing we have to magic.

Love can make you laugh; love can make you cry.

Never give up on someone you can't go a day without thinking about.

We were given: Two hands to hold. To legs to walk. Two eyes to see. Two ears to listen. But why only one heart? Because the other was given to someone else. For us to find.

So it's not gonna be easy. It's going to be really hard; we're gonna have to work at this everyday, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, forever, everyday. You and me... everyday.

To fall in love is awfully simple; to fall out of love is simply awful.

Some of the greater things in life are unseen thats why you close your eyes when you kiss, cry, or dream...

“"A girl asked the guy she loves, "Am I pretty?" and he said, "No." She asked again, "Do you like me?" again, he answered, "No." She tried again and asked, "Do you want to be with me forever?" once more, he said, "No." Lastly, she asked, "Would you cry if I walk away?" he answered, "No." She'd heard enough and started to leave. As she walked away crying, he grabbed her arm ever so gently and told her to stay. He said, "You are not pretty, you are the most beautiful person I've ever laid eyes on. I do not like you, rather I love you with my whole heart. I do not want to be with you forever, but I need to be with you until the end of time. And if you ever walk away, I will die..."”

Love is the seventh sense, which destroys all the other six senses.

LOVE: a wildly misunderstood although highly desirable malfunction of the heart which weakens the brain, causes the eyes to sparkle, cheeks to glow, blood pressure to rise, and lips to pucker.

True love never dies, it only gets stronger with time.

I'm jealous of everyone you've ever been with because when they held you they were holding my entire world.

Love is like heaven, but can hurt like h***.

Love is as much of an object as an obsession, everybody wants it, everybody seeks it, but few ever achieve it, those who do will cherish it, be lost in it, and among all, never, never forget it.

The course of true love never did run smooth

If your love was all i had in this life; the would be enough until the end of time.

To the world; you may be one person, but to one person, you may be the world;
you're my one and only.

It's the way you make me smile, when i don't even want to laugh.

Sometimes the only part of my life that makes sense is the part I share with you.

Love comes unexpectedly.

She said, "you're crazy", he said, "only for you, baby".
Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her...


The best thing about me is you.

The couple that fights the most is the one most in love... it shows they care enough to notice the other one screwed up and care enough to mention it to the person so they can fix it. When you stop fighting it means you stopped caring.

Love is like friendship on fire.

I never told you.

I miss those brown eyes
How you kiss me at night
I miss the way we sleep

Like there's no sunrise
Like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

I see your brown eyes
Everytime I close mine
You make it hard to see
Where I belong to
When I'm not around you

It's like I'm alone with me

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you.


- Colbie Caillat

Thank you.

God I just wanted to thank you for my dad. Thank you for at least giving me one good parent that i know loves me, one that is there for me when he can be since he lives so far away. Thank you for giving me an azmazing boyfriend, well ex boyfriend that will hopefully be a boyfriend again soon. Thank you for my amazing friends that help me get through all the crap, and look on the bright side of situations. Thank you for everything good you've done for me, im very upset that i didn't get to go to six flags because of my mom, but maybe you gave me her so that I could turn out stronger. Well it's working and has worked, thank you for everything and even when i'm mad and i feel like you've given me a curse I jsut wanted to let you know that I am still greatful and I can't wait to see you in heaven, when the time comes.

Why?

Grandma it's Taylor, I can't come visit you because we don't have enough money for plane tickets and you said no to a webcam because you don't want us to see you. Mom says you look really sick and your loosing a lot of weight, mom says your dieing and were pretty much just standing by and hoping for the best. We all know grandpa just died six months ago, and now you. Why grandma, Why do bad things have to happen to good people? Why can't I see you? I promise I won't laugh or make any funny faces and I won't try to cryin front of you, because I know that wouldn't help you. But grandma I just wish I could give you one last hug before you go, one last goodbye, one last smile, one last everything. Just so you know how much I love you and how much I will miss you when your gone. Stay strong grandma and fight through this if not for anyone for me, please grandma. I love you forever and always.

Sad.

Well im in school right now. Just got here from a really bad last 2 days and a really bad night last night. Everything sucks. And I don't get to go to six flags, I was so looking forward to this, i had so many plans but now it's all ruined. And it's all my mom's fault I don't want anything to do with her anymore I can't even stand to be in the same room with her for more than 2 minutes. She has no idea what she ruined this wasn't only the last chance I had to hang out with everyone before spring break, it was my last chance to fix a horrible mistake, that now I can never take back. but no now im here in school just sitting here doing stupid blogs and stupid random stuff, I also have a teacher that keeps yelling at me for nothing, I cna already tell that today is going to be another bad day, what a surprise.

End to Eigth Grade Year

Summer is almost here, the weather is getting warmer, the flowers are growing, the end to school is near. As i sit here and think about that there are only 3 and 1/2 of school days left, i feel nervous/happy. I mean don't get me wrong I am so happy for summer to be here and have no more school! But were already high schoolers, just the other day I was looking at my class schedule for next year and I realized I had to change Asa Clark Middle School to Pewaukee High school. That is crazy I’m already going to be a high schooler. It seems like we’re all growing up way to fast, time is just flying by. I have had a great time in Asa Clark Middle School, I have met some new friends and I have met some pretty great teachers. Although I do want to get out of here and get the summer started I know I will miss all the fun times I had in Asa Clark Middle School, all the assemblies, all the test no one wanted to do, all the laughs and fun. My 2 years at Asa Clark have been truly amazing. As my years at Asa Clark close, I now realize like I did awhile ago, I’m not a baby anymore and the older you get the more responsibilities you have. So while my last year at Asa Clark closes, I realize so does a lot of things, the times where grades matter, but not on a college application, classes matter but they won’t be setting you up for what you’re going to do for the rest of your life. But one thing I can say that will not come to a close is all the great people and great friends I have met along the way of my crazy journey starting at this school district in 4th grade. I thank all my friend and teachers for having a crazy but amazing time in the Pewaukee School District and may high school be a great journey as well. I will cherish and always remember my time here at Asa.

My weekend.

My weekend was pretty amazing.
To start off, I went to one of my friends michael mizia's house, and it was a blast we went on the trampoline, played games in the pool and went in his barn, where by the way he has four wheelers andd snow moblies. All the people there to start off were me, Joanie and Bianca. But then as the night went on Danielle, Amanda K and Chase R showed up. Amanda ended up haviung to leave so her mom picked her up and then it was me Danielle, Joanie, Bianca and Chase. But then one more person showed up Brad Nagel. IT was pretty amazing though because all Michael's beothers friends were therte to so it was like a party. Towards the second half of the night we watched the Hangover, one of my favorite movies, we made yummy popcorn in the popcorn machine adn we had ping pong tournaments. It was so fun, but it would have been so much more amazing if some other people that I had in mind came, but they didn't so it's okay it was still a pretty amazing night. Because then after I left michael's, me, Joanie and Bianca all went to Joanie's mom's house and sleptover. Then we woke up really early and Bianca had to go home, so we said bye adn then me and joanie tried to go back to sleep but that was a fail, and we couldn't so we just stayed up and took showers and got ready, and hungout. Then we went to the Waukesha Expo center for her mom's church thing. The car ride there was fun like always because we al;ways blast music and sing at the top of our lungs and yea it's pretty amazing. After the thing at the Waukesha Expo though we had another car ride whaich was once again amazing, to the pet store and there was this really cute puppy who looked like a little fur ball, and Joanie's mom was half tempted to buy it until we heard the price $620, for a dog! So we didn't buy the dog but while Joanie's sister, Michelle and her mom were playing with the dog, me and her explored the pet store. On our little adventure we saw fish, turtles, and a nasty tranchula spider that almost attacked us. Along with a visious bird that hissed at us when ever we came close to it. I don't know about you but i'm prettty sure cats hiss not birds. But after we had been totally freaked out by that, we were all hungry. So we went were cool people go to get food adn we went to the Dollar Tree, everything is one dollar. After we got done there we had a lot of stuff but it was all snacky stuff and we wanted some real food like a meal, so off to Taco Bell we went. Taco Bell was funny because, like always, Joanie's mom gets into deep conversation with the people ordering our food and becomes friends with them, it's pretty funny to watch. After Taco bell it was back to Joanie's Crib, I stayed for about an hour or two and then went home. Sadly I was supposed to go to a movie with her Raymond and Brooke. But I ended up not going. Then the best day of the whole weekend came up Sunday. First I woke up and I was really mad from not being able to doanytrhing the night before, I wa sbored to so there really isnt antything to do when your bored except go on facebook. So I went on facebook and then "he" was on one of the most amazing people I have ever met. We talked and talkes and eventually he was coming over and we were going to hang out. Yea that's waht I thought until my mom ruined everything and said no. But everything was all good becaue like 2 or 3 hours later i walked to Joanie's moms and then we walked downtown, and hung out with him, it was really awkward in the beggining becaue there were some poeple making it awkward. But at the end of the day everything was all good and everything turned out pretty amazing. BEfore I went to sleep I went on Facebook again, and talked to him again for like 2 or 3 hours. Then after that I went to sleep, knowing that nothing could ruin my day :)

You ARE good enough.

Girls are like apples on trees.
The best one's are on the top of the tree.
The boy's don't want to reach for the good one
beacuse they're afraid of falling and getting hurt.
Instead they just go gor the rotten apples,
on the ground that aren't as good but, easy.
So the apples on top think there is something
wrong with them, when in reality they're amazing.
they just have to wait for the right boy to come along,
and be brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree.

i love you guys:)

You're my Honeybunch, Sugarplum
Pumpy-umpy-umpkin, You're my Sweetie Pie
You're my Cuppycake, Gumdrop
Snoogums-Boogums, You're the Apple of my Eye
And I love you so and I want you to know
That I'll always be right here
And I love to sing sweet songs to you
Because you are so dear


I love youu :)

Love.

What is love?

- Love is friendship on fire.
- love is when, he/she is the last thing you think about when you go to sleep and the first thing you think about when you wake up.
- Love is that feeling you get in your stomach when he/she comes around.
- Love is knowing that person, knowing all there problems, flaws, imperfections but excepting them and loving them anyway.
- Love is when you can tell them anything no matter what.
- Love is when you always want to be with them, and the moment they leave you miss them so much, and you can't ge them out of you mind.

TO BE CONTINUED

The last two days we have went on career days. IT was kind of boring sometimes because to be honest some of the tours just talk to much. But I would have to say my favorite parts were, going to UWM and then eating out where we wanted, and of course the bus ride. The bus ride was my favorite because I had an amazing group and an amazing person sitting by me. And let's face it the bus ride is like half of the trip and everyone loves it becaue they c na sit next to who they want and talk to who they want about what they want. I can't wait for six flags! It's going to be so amazing. We get to go on the bus ride which is everyone's favorite part and then we just run free until lunch, then we run free some more and then go home, it's going to be an awesome end to eigth grade year. Although I can't wait for summer, I think im going to miss some teachers here, but at least I can visit. I do have to admitt that the two years I have been in asa clark it has been truley amazing.

Our table

Our table concludes of Sri, Brianitza, Taylor, Ashley, Joe, John and Bennett. It is an amazing table becaue were not loud, although we can speak our inds and hold a good conversation. We each have our own personalities joe being sort of annoying and making everyone want to leave can also make you pee your pants laughing. On the other hand Bennet is much different he like to speak his mind, but he's not loud or annoying he's kind of just Bennet. Sri is sort of quiet but he's not afriad to Joe to be quite when he is annoying him, he's also sort of the brain of the table, it's pretty awesome. John isn't quite he talks but he talks to Mrs. Reagles a lot, about school, about her love life ext. Brianitza is bubbly and sun, she will speak her mind, and she to can make you pee your pants laughing. Ashley isn't quiet towards the girls at the table, I mean she talks but she's known as the one who laughs a lot, at everything. It's pretty entertaining. When it comes to me though, I am definatley not the brain, I can make people laugh, I don't really try but yea, I'm sort of an oddball. All these personalities mixed together makes for one amazing table.

Warning Drinking can lead to major heartbreak and sadness..it's not cool.

Hey my name is tesha and i am currently an 8th grader. But not just any eigth grader an eigth grader who has had her heart broken. Not jsut like any other heartbreak, but bad heartbreak really bad heartbreak. It started with a typical girl falls for boy routine, I mean we have kind of always had a thing, well since the day we were passing "love notes" in 5th grade, yep that day in front of Mr. Myer's room was amazing. Anyway when I say we I mean me and Alex Kempen. But then something happened I don't know about him but I got this feeling that I haven't got with any other guy, I knew it was love. I spent forever hopeing tbat he liked me to and then when I knew he did we talked back and fourth and flirted all summer. When it came to school we started dating almost right away. My dream was coming true, he made everything better when it came to my family, or any of my problems he made everything better. Then in no time my birthday came up and I was with him all night, my mom even let me sleep over at his house. While me and him were laying together I could almost feel how much he seemed to love me. I can say to this day it was one of the best nights of me life, if I ould go back I would change some things but it was by far one of the best nights ever. Soon morning came and I woke up to him waking up and getting out of bed. So about 30 seconds later I got up. Some of our friends were qquestioning us saying things like
"What did you guys do"? or
" have fun"?
Just things like that it was whatever though, I just blew them off and ignored them for a little bit. It got later into the day and then it happened, the dare that would crush me, forever. There on his table was a huge bottle of his parents vodka. Suddenly after giving it a long stare I was dared to chug the whole thing pure, and it was 3/4 of the way full so you cna only imagine how much that was. SO I did it I chugged it, and everyone's eyes were on me cheering and smiling, I felt really good. But then within about 5 minutes I was really drunk. I mean I have drank vodka, beer, wine coolers every once and a while, but this time something was wrong. It didn't feel right, everything was moving really fast all around me adn my stomach churned. Suddenly I was on his chair by his TV and someone oushed me ovver so I was on the gorund. Finally I was feeling really sick and, yuck, i threw up, that had never happed before either, at least from drinking. Everything was moving so fast when suddenly, I ran to the bathroom and did what I had to do in there, it took a while because I just couldn't stop. Then out of no where everything went black. I woke up to the noise of our friends banging on the door for me to let them in, so i lodged my leg under the door so they couldn't because I didnt want anyone to see me right now. Then smash, they kicked the door in this is where everything goes black again. Again I woke up, but this time to ALex Kemper ( at the time my boyfriend) putting his door back on. I had no idea what was going on becuaae I forgot that the door was even kicked in until I got reminded by the ring of someone voice blaming it on me when i clearly wasn't. I just blew it off and went to lay on his couch I though that maybe if I layed down for a little bit it would ware off some. Suddenly once again everything went black I woke up to being burnt, by "our" friends ciggerete buds. Burns don't really hurt me that much I mean I can feel the heat, but that's about it. Except for the one where they burnt me on my hand right on my vain that one hurt. They still didn't care though in a 5 minute period I asked them about 15 times to stop burning me. Finally theey did after they each got to spit on me. That's when we had to go becaue his parents were coming home, this is also where I went outside.

I walked slowly down the road, alone, for about 1 minute until I was in a feild in front of his house, again I was throwing up, and aside from freaking out from being grossed out,I was scared I didn't know what was happening or what was going to happen. Once again everything went black and I woke up to the sound of skateboards skating down the road it took them about 15 seconds to get to me, I lifted my head to the blazing sun and then they were there saying.
" Alex Kemper broke up with you haha"
At this point in time I was bawling my eyes out. How could he do this to me I know I had made a terrible mistake but, I need him to help me right now. I love him, and he said he loved me to but this isn't love, not in my point of view anyway. I was crushed sitting in the feild cryinf becaue I couldn't get up. Finally one of my friends, being the only other girl that was in that house helped me up. She walked me downtown, and we went to the trails behind the choclate factory. I just wanted to rest so I eneded up sleeping, wellblacking out on a log for awhile. When I woke up to some people coming back there that were actually me friends, they didn't know what to do though but they could tell something was wrong because they were saying I looked messed up, even with my hair up and sunglasses on. Either way I needed to get out of here but then I was interupted by once again blacking out. Then even more people showed this time it was 2 people one I was really close to her name being Mary. They helped me up and walked me to the girl named marie's house, I layed on her couch and once again blacked out. I woke up to the sound of Marie's mother asking me if I had done drugs I replied no, well did you drink I replied yes. She said okay there there, I will get you some water, after giving her lecture anyway. Megan called my mom and she came and got me. When it comes to what happened I really don't remember. All I remember is going to my bed laying down and blacking out again. I woke up the next morning and I was what they call hungover bad. But all I could think about was Alex, and thinking about him and what he did brought me to tears. And to make the rest of this story short my mom was very angry I realized and she grounded me for the rest of the weekend. I honeslty didn't care though considering my heart had been crushed to a pulp. As time passed it was Sunday and I waited for tomarrow, the dreaded day were I would have to see him and all of his friends. Were alright now, he used to strongly dislike me for a long time, when if anyone should be mad it should be me. But I wasn't mad, not at him anyway. He finally got over this, and now were best friends. The only problem is I still love him and when i say love I mena it. I mean I always have but it was deep deep down like a month after we broke up and then when we stared hanging out agian, all the feelings came out again. But hopefully at least we can always stay friends. I love him so much, but I will never let him know it, I just wish he needed me as much as I need him. And that's the story of my biggest heartbreak.

Sping Break.

-Mall,friends
- Sleepovers
_ Hungout with friends.
_ Drove from wisconsin to illinios, illinois to indiana
_ Went to go see my dad.
_ WEnt bowling for my cousins birthday party.
_ Went to church.
_ Managed to get my phone cancelled so people and no longer text or call me.
_ Didn't think about school at all.
_ Went to a llama, goat and chicken farm.
_ Downtown.
_ And pretty much just had fun.
_ Didn' think about school at all. Until the last day of sping break.
_ Enjoyed the warm weather.
_ Disappointed by all the rain.
_ Beach.
_ Some drama not much.


Overall Spring Break was a blast and I absolutley loved it.

Summer Collage.

Summer Good times. Love.
Special children. Togetherness. Drama. Not school. No homework. sleepovers.
Shorts. Bikini's. Beach.
laughter. Lipgloss. Hanging out. Always something to do. Family.
Tanning. Swimming. Sunglasses.
Ice cream. Candy. Texting. Friends. Family. Hair. Inseperable.
MAke-up. Parties. sunshine. Happiness. Tears.
Boyfriends. Girlfriends. Music. Live. Laugh. Love. Moments you'll never forget.
Memories. Flip flops. slushies. summer flings.
Boys. Girls. talking. Up north. Dells. Pewaukee Lake. Towels. Tanning Oil.
Mall. Money. bobby pins. Pony tails. You and me. Cars. Driving. Blasting the radio. Dancing. Running. Walking. Love. Forth of July. Fireworks.
Having fun all day. Carefree. Live life. Another summer to live.Warm weather.
Promises. Hand shakes. Pinky swears. Hate. Never again. Forever adn always.
The best times of you life.

Kaylee.

Small little 2 bedroom cottage, with her 5 brothers and sisters. Growing up hasn’t been the easiest but the one thing she had to escape was music. When things got tough and no one else was on her side besides the almighty lord, she turned to what she knew best music. Her name was Kaylee Marie Peterson. She was a very talented and gifted girl. She sang like an angel, with a face to match. People would gather all around town just to see her sing in the local taverns and bars. The sad part was that she had all the talent and all the passion, man she loved music, a life without music was like no life at all. Yet what everyone is into now a days is money, they don’t care how passionate you are or how good you are they only want you for money, you’re like an ATM just waiting to run out of money so they can throw you out and say your no good anymore. It was also a shame because Kalyee never had that much money, she was always fighting to make end meet and pay rent when it was due. But she always found a way, her father died when she was 9 due to a major car accident. Now she lives with her mother, siblings and her “boyfriend” if that’s what you want to call him. A more proper name would be a freak that just follows her around like a puppy dog, they were on and off all the time considering he beats her, even in her own house for her brothers and sisters to see. She tried to always cover they evidence and make up excuses to calm everyone’s worries but being me, her best friend I knew exactly what was happening and the worst part is there was nothing I could do about it. I just had to watch her get beat everyday, new wounds for me to help her clean and new bones I watched her break, it was hard.
She always ran back to him for some reason though, I didn’t understand it this thing she calle “love”. I though love is when you are there for that person no matter what and you care for them, you always there for them and no matter what their flaws you learn to forget it and just love them for who they are. That’s what I thought love was but according to Kaylee she had a different picture, she always used to tell me “I can’t leave, I love him.” The thing that kills me though is everything she did was wrong he was always right and she was always wrong and rather she admitted she was wrong or not he would find some rhyme or reason to beating her. He hated her singing that she did and what she wanted to become all her hopes and dream were just jokes to him. She always used to get this sparkle in her eyes when she told me what she wanted to do she told me she wanted to go to New York and make it big. She was just a small town girl trying to make it big in the big city, the problem was no one had money to get her there. So she still hasn’t gone she’s just stuck in this washed up town of nothing for now. IT also doesn’t help when he was beating her every night I didn’t know what to do so I didn’t do anything. I watched this go on for 2 years, didn’t say a thing to no one cause she made me promise and cross my heart that I wouldn’t tell no body. This was hard for me but I wasn’t no liar I would keep my promise until the one day it cost me.
She was at home “sick” from school, but I already knew what was really going on Dominic ( her “boyfriend”) had beat her up the night before and he got her in the face a place she couldn’t cover up so she wasn’t going to show up to school the next week or so. This killed me because not only was he ruining her life at home, her dreams but no her education. It’s just so hard to watch your best friend go through something like this I was thinking about her all day and what I was going to do right after school when I got to her house, until the phone in Mr. Larson’s room rang. He talked to the person on the phone for a while and then sadly looked at me and told me he needed to talk to me. So we stepped outside. He was silent for a long while and then, he told me.
He told me that Kaylee was found at the end of the stairs, according to his story she fell. She was in the hospital and she is in critical condition. We went back in the classroom and I waited, waited for that stupid bell to ring it seemed like time itself was almost coming to a stop when suddenly the bell. I rushed to the hospital, ran up to kaylee’s room and saw her there all black and blue, burns all over her a cast on her left leg and to top it off wrap around her head where they sewed it back together because it got cracked open. When I saw this I broke down crying, I felt as if this was my fault sure I didn’t literally do it, but I could have said something to someone, and now it was to late, she only had a 25% chance of pulling through. The hardest part though was seeing her on the ventilator, this tube they shoved down her throat so that it could breath for her, this was hard to see because Kaylee has always been a really strong girl mentally and physically. Now I see her on a bed laying motionless with machines keeping her alive, I was in complete shock. How could I have let this happen to her.
Suddenly the doctor tapped my shoulder telling me it was okay to visit now, they could take the tubes out for maybe just 2 minutes but that’s it. So I rushed in to her room and hugged her very gently so I wouldn’t hurt her my face with streams of tears still coming down IK told her I was so sorry and how it was my fault I could have helped. Then she told me that I was the best friend she ever had and to not feel guilty because it wasn’t my fault, then she said I love you, and remember I will always be with you no matter what. Almost as if she knew, we gave each other one last hug, then suddenly I heard a loud flat beep. The machine monitoring her heartbeat had a straight blinking line across it, I didn’t know what to do or think so I screamed for help. All the nurses rushed in, they tried everything but Kaylee was gone, this time for good. How was I going to tell her family. Through all my anger and sadness though I could find a little happiness because for a split second it’s almost like I felt KAylee standing right next to me telling me everything was going to be alright, and not to worry. Almost as if she was right there watching over me like a guardian angel.

"The Notebook" good quotes

So it's not gonna be easy. It's going to be really hard; we're gonna have to work at this everyday, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, forever, everyday. You and me... everyday.

I could be fun, if you want. I could be pensive, uhh... smart, supersticious, brave? And I, uhh, I can be light on my feet. I could be whatever you want. You just tell me what you want, and I'm gonna be that for you.
...You're dumb.
I could be that.

TO BE CONTINUED.... (not finished)

Life.

Life it’s an extraordinary thing.
Many of us are too worried about what
People with think or we limit ourselves because of other people.
Well my grandpa always used to say your never promised tomorrow.
So live your life to the fullest and don’t let anyone bring you down.
Follow your heart, and live, laugh love.
When the day comes to a close thank god,
That you got today and pray and ask him for tomorrow.
Because you are never promised tomorrow.
Life is like a shooting star it beautiful and glorious
It seems it will glow for all eternity but in an instant
It’s gone.

Why?

Dear God why do people have to die.
I mean yea okay everyone has to die but why at the worst times.
They say everything happens for a reason, well god how come you
Had to take him away so early? I wanted him to see me live my
Life. See my do all the things I wanted to do in life and make
Him so proud of me. Well god they say you can do anything.
So can you do this for me? Can you tell my Grandpa how much I loved him.
And that I’m very sorry I couldn’t say goodbye. That I’m sorry for all the
Times I was mean to him or didn’t listen. Just let him know that,
I can’t wait to get up there and see him. Tell him that
Our bond is unbreakable and that I’m still here.
And I still need him so if he’s out there human or not
Could you tell him to stop by and say hey? Well thanks,
For listening and understanding because most people
Don’t do either. It was nice talking to you bye, friend.